Friends

Doing all those online surveys there is most always the question, What is your biggest regret? And usually I answer that everything happens for a reason, and I don't really regret anything. But that's not entirely true. What I regret the most are the friends that I've lost. Be it through lack of communication or hard feelings, it's just horrible.

There are two friendships especially that I wish I could have back, but I just don't know if it will happen. I let it go too long. And I know that both of the losses have been mostly my fault. I should have tried to keep the lines of communication open. Even now, I should probably talk to these people one on one, instead of writing vague references to them on a blog that neither will probably read. At least I don't know that either of them read this... If they do, cool. :)

I wish... Yes, I wish I would still have these friends, but it's just not the case. I have tried to reestablish connections, but I think it's just been too long. And for that I am remorseful.

But alas, all is not lost. I still have a plethora of great friends. :) I love them all, for all their different quirks and personalities. And mostly for their ability to put up with me and all my idiosyncrasies.

So I guess my point in all of this is to cherish your friends. Don't let petty things come between you, because they really aren't worth it. And don't wait too long to try and rekindle the friendship. Forgive and let go. We all know that forgetting is really not all that possible, but letting go is - it might take awhile, but it's possible.